Neko

Name: ray (+ more)
Gender: ???
DOB: 10/15/2010
Country: USA
Languages: EN/FR
Sign: ♎︎︎
Mood: The current mood of nyanyanparadise at www.imood.com
  • finish oc page
  • finishing touches (site icon, scrollbar, cursor) for MANY pages
  • make oc reference pages
  • make oc galleries
  • fix oekaki page
  • join webrings

nice to meet you! my name is ray, which everyone calls me, or Aubrey, which nobody calls me but i like the name anyway. this is my new and improved personal website (the old one is honestly too ugly and makes me cringe too bad for me to link right here... but it's still out there online, i'm sure you'll be able to find it jf you put some thought into it.) i plan to blog, post art, do whatever i please... who knows i might end up abandoning this project one day!!! this page is unfinished and i DO plan to add more things to it in the future, but for now i wanted at least some info about me :3

  • cats
  • cello
  • singing
  • dancing
  • anthropology
  • chemistry
  • args
  • linguistics
  • sunny days
  • snowy days
  • anything cute
  • anything moe
  • zoology
  • milk
  • candles
  • musical theater
  • nostalgia
  • anime girls
  • drawing
  • music
  • taking walks
  • sweet scents
  • kpop girl groups
  • coding
  • felines
  • fashion
  • yuri
  • collecting
  • getting emotional over music
  • milkshakes
  • media that makes me sob
  • reading poetry
  • sheet music
  • orchestral music
  • horror movies
  • difficult video games
  • the beauty of nature
  • my friends
  • good grades
  • climbing trees
  • cleaning my room
  • spicy food
  • rollercoasters
  • partying (only once in every 2 years or so)
  • ragebaiting from time to time

  • sitting around and doing nothing
  • water that is anything warmer than ice cold
  • being told what to do when i know what i want
  • being lonely
  • drama unless im not involved
  • being ignored
  • candy
  • math classes
  • having no work to do
  • being bothered in the mornings
  • the sounds of people eating
  • being told "guess what" and actually having to guess
  • cheap tshirt texture...
  • being called honey/buddy/etc
  • realizing im breathing manully
  • seeing my reflection in a dark screen
  • when someone just cant GET TO THE POINT with whatever theyre saying
  • chewy things
  • the smell and taste of mint
TV/Movies
clannad, the ring, adventure time, keeping up with the kardashians, bokusatsu tenshi dokuro chan, k-on, nana, stranger things
Video Games
umamusume pretty derby, the mimic (roblox), cuphead, fnaf, danganronpa, needy streamer overload, planet zoo, doki doki literature club, bugsnax, wobbledogs
Music
foxtails, masa works design, loona, red velvet, snsd, devi mccallion, malice mizer, miraidempa, sheena ringo, kikuo, kitty craft, mitski
Other
tba

characters i find myself relating to in one way or another... hover over them for an explanation :-)
listed in no particular order

Manhattan Cafe
Umamusume: Pretty Derby
manhattan cafe was immediately my favorite ever since i got into umamusume!! i also relate to how she's seen as kind of strange/odd due to her mannerisms. i heavily fw her gothic aesthetic and paranormal affinity
Yuri
Doki Doki Literature Club
i actually heavily relate to every ddlc girl, but currently im feeling yuri... idk what can i say i'm usually quiet, polite, apologetic, awkward, etc. and i'm kind of obsessed with the themes yuri is into such as surrealism, horror, etc. and i also lowkey have tendencies to get obsessed and be unstable, and i desperately want people to like me, ngl i honestly sometimes have a bit of a superiority complex, etc. shes just like me
Basil
Omori
i see myself in basil (especially faraway/real world basil) for many reasons. for example i'm lowkey sensitive as hell, avoidant, i romanticize the past/obsess over preserving the past and always wishing things could go back to a previous state. i also kinda internalize everything. im also quite shy idk
Katsuki Shima
Clannad
basically katsuki’s entire reason for being is to repay kindness, and i'm not saying im the kindest person ever but i really value kindness and feel changed by it when someone shows it to me, and i also try to be thoughtful to the people i care about. also i relate to the way he he treasures small moments. to me, everything feels impermanent and transient, and i always cherish fleeting connections. i also sometimes feel like i live to fulfill others rather than myself. also his spirit turns into a cat and thats like me coded because im cat coded i love cats meow meow meow
Mangle
Five Nights at Freddy's
mangle is so me like hell yeah im an evil pink ambiguously gendered robot fox i just fw the mangles vibe so heavy
Agnes Digital
Umamusume: Pretty Derby
im a huge uma fan and obsessed with idols and fandom stuff rahh idk she is cringe but free how i long to be her. idk shes just cute and pink and loves yuri idk. me!!!
Nepeta Leijon
Homestuck
another cat coded character i relate to... i like shipping and deep down i am a roleplayer heh. my personality usually isnt like hers (but it actually depends, sometimes i act like her, lowk it just depends on the person) but im very drawn to her interests and themes and stuff idk
Toko Fukawa
Danganronpa
im highly socially awkward and anxious and fuck up social interactions and im serious about my achievements in art. im also "intellectually gifted" (hate calling myself that bc i dont wanna seem egoistical idk) but have social problems. i also find her sarcasm and cynicism kinda relatable. i dont verbally attack ppl like she does but dear god sometimes i want to... i always assume everyone haates me like how she does. basically im an anxious socially inept girlfail idk also shes a nailbiter girlll me too me too
Will Byers
Stranger Things
ik sophia true is gonna be mad at me because she hates will byers but im #livingmytruth hmph... uhh i relate to how hes kinda socially isolated and is kind of an outsider among his peers. he’s not rlly loud or charismatic, and he struggles to fit in even with his own friendgroup... me unfortunately! also the way hes more introverted and creative is just like mee. and the way he puts others before himself. also the way hes overlooked in general. also we both have some trauma and sometimes the way he reacts/describes his trauma kinda hits home. and im a fucking fag
Meisho Doto
Umamusume: Pretty Derby
clumsy girl with low self esteem... girl me toooo... yet i still strive to do my best like her. i also feel motivated by role models and feel that admiration helps me push myself forward like her relationship with tm opera o
Jupiter
We Know The Devil
perfectionist and people pleaser... sounds a lot like me. she has good grades and is kind of a role model on paper but really she has a fear of failure and not meeting expectations. like jupiter i crave connections but am also kind of afraid of them. she frequently blames herself when things go wrong like meee. oh and im also #gay
Chihiro Fujisaki
Danganronpa
i relate to his struggles with self-confidence, social anxiety, and identity. someething something ive experienced bullying, pressure to conform something something being smart but timid something something
featured song
KikuoHana - ヒトガワリ

Listening: LOONA
Watching: Stranger Things, Clannad After Story (rewatch)
Playing: Umamusume Pretty Derby
Reading: Extremely Loud And Incredibly Close
Devoting Myself To: Mary Poppins (Musical) (My role: Ensemble)
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do you take commissions?
yes! i am in the process of creating a page with all comm info
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sure, since you asked so nicely