08/22/26 hi guys!!! im sorry for taking such a long break i have just been preoccupied with other
things in my life and this website has not been my main focus as of lately i havent been as focused
on it as i used to,,, but i promise i do not intend to full on abandon this website!!!
07/31/26 i will post the france post thing soon okay i just have been puttibng my all towards artfight and frankly dont feel like writing lately
i also have summer camp soon (from august 2 to 8) im like really fucking scared and i might make a blog post on that experience as well :p
btw life update if anyone cares im in therapy now and im 1 month and 12 days and 19 hours and 1 minute clean from self harm but i miss it every day
i'm tired all the time bc i limit myself to 800 calroies a day and i randomly pass out throughout the day that's so funi cant imagine how camp will be when i will probably be eating even less bc no one can force me to eat and ill be in the sun even more
dont feel bad for me though because im sure camp will be a blast and i am a random internet girl why would you waste sympathy on me you dont know who i am
also i might make an artfight summary blogpost after camp bc i have been so fucking locked in this year
07/12/26 helloooo i am back from france and i have been working on a blog post since yesterday it will be full of yap be prepared
06/21/26 happy summer eveyr1
last night i threw out all the things i use to cut myself so i'm LOCKED IN! i'm planning to ask my parents for therapy sooon okay maybe after i get clean for a month
also i;m currently trying 2 make another mascot for this site... miette was functioning as the mascot but like idk she doesn't quite completely encapsulate the vision i have for this website iykwim
06/16/26 wowww........ i cant believe today was my last day of school (of classes at least) it felt liek no time at all
i will write a blog post maybe, reflecting on this school yearrrr its still not over yet tho i will bevery busy with finals and then right after those im going to another country
but dont worry yall will get a blog post about my travel too
quitea bit is happening ive just been busy and havent been prioritizing this site sorry
06/05/26 yuri
06/02/26 i skipped school today because i lowkey didnt feel like it and i woke up late
when i was on a walk, i walked past some people on a walk (a mother and 2 young children) and i heard one of the little kids say something like "that might be a boy or a girl" and the mom hushed the kid but i found it so cute, it made me smile i love being androgynous and confusing people with my gender
oh happy pride month by the wayyy
05/31/26 sunny omori was giving me cuteness aggression earlier so i drew this
05/25/26 i tried drawing basil de omori
he actually looks a lottt like how i would try to draw myself before i knew how to draw my curly hair. basil is genuinely so me i see myself in him a lot. also i think he has bpd my twin just another meee i want to write something to expand on my reasoning for why i think he does. it doesnt rlly matter cuz hes just another fictional character and in canon hes still a quite mysterious character we hardly know anything about the specifics of his home life or what he went through during the 4 years but ive never ever been normal about fictional characters girls just wanna have fun
so i was honestly struggling to draw his hair without making it look stupid and fucked up but also keeping it close enough to canon........ also i struggle with drawing boys in general but this wasnt that hard bc hes quite girly
often on my daily walk i see a group of kids playing in the yards of a couple of the houses i walk past and i find it oddly precious. it makes me think fondly back on my childhood memories with my friends who i no longer see anymore. i hope they cherish the memories they make together for the rest of their lives
05/24/26
05/08/26 finally got my ap test over with yesterday that was easy actually ng
got the easiest dbq ever and the leq was pretty light
04/30/26 this is my persona she is literally me and actually looks like me
i have my ap test in a week from today im so fucking scared
04/27/26 drew miette's old design last night for fun
04/21/26 ugh i want to update this website more but fucking schoolll i'm sorry yall that activity spurt i had a while ago was bc i was on spring break
04/08/26 i'm planning on changing the index to a landing page kind of thing that leads to a home page (current index page) as i feel like i need to give general warnings and specific trigger warnings that people will actually read
i feel really bad not having a big warning upon entry to my site as i have talked about some extremely triggering things especially on this page
the only thing stopping me is the fact i cant think of a good design fuckk
04/04/26 https://play.magneticpoetry.com/poem/original/kit/
i had soem fun with this
03/22/26 i heavily fuck with this
mary poppins is over now... it was such a fun show and i'm so happy to have been in it i am so grateful for all the new acquantances and friends i made
so much hard work over these past 3 months and it all came together to make this show such an incredible experience,the whole process of theater is genuinely so beautiful
i am so thankful to everyone who was involved with this show, it came out so amazing.
also last night during the last show, like everyone started crying during anything can happen part 2, im so glad i wasnt the only one lol... also i couldnt stop crying during the curtain call. godd the final curtain call is always so powerful emotionally
also, now that MP is over, i finally have free time again
07/31/26 i will post the france post thing soon okay i just have been puttibng my all towards artfight and frankly dont feel like writing lately
i also have summer camp soon (from august 2 to 8) im like really fucking scared and i might make a blog post on that experience as well :p
btw life update if anyone cares im in therapy now and im 1 month and 12 days and 19 hours and 1 minute clean from self harm but i miss it every day
i'm tired all the time bc i limit myself to 800 calroies a day and i randomly pass out throughout the day that's so funi cant imagine how camp will be when i will probably be eating even less bc no one can force me to eat and ill be in the sun even more
dont feel bad for me though because im sure camp will be a blast and i am a random internet girl why would you waste sympathy on me you dont know who i am
also i might make an artfight summary blogpost after camp bc i have been so fucking locked in this year
07/12/26 helloooo i am back from france and i have been working on a blog post since yesterday it will be full of yap be prepared
06/21/26 happy summer eveyr1
last night i threw out all the things i use to cut myself so i'm LOCKED IN! i'm planning to ask my parents for therapy sooon okay maybe after i get clean for a month
also i;m currently trying 2 make another mascot for this site... miette was functioning as the mascot but like idk she doesn't quite completely encapsulate the vision i have for this website iykwim
06/16/26 wowww........ i cant believe today was my last day of school (of classes at least) it felt liek no time at all
i will write a blog post maybe, reflecting on this school yearrrr its still not over yet tho i will bevery busy with finals and then right after those im going to another country
but dont worry yall will get a blog post about my travel too
quitea bit is happening ive just been busy and havent been prioritizing this site sorry
06/05/26 yuri
06/02/26 i skipped school today because i lowkey didnt feel like it and i woke up late
when i was on a walk, i walked past some people on a walk (a mother and 2 young children) and i heard one of the little kids say something like "that might be a boy or a girl" and the mom hushed the kid but i found it so cute, it made me smile i love being androgynous and confusing people with my gender
oh happy pride month by the wayyy
05/31/26 sunny omori was giving me cuteness aggression earlier so i drew this
05/25/26 i tried drawing basil de omori
he actually looks a lottt like how i would try to draw myself before i knew how to draw my curly hair. basil is genuinely so me i see myself in him a lot. also i think he has bpd my twin just another meee i want to write something to expand on my reasoning for why i think he does. it doesnt rlly matter cuz hes just another fictional character and in canon hes still a quite mysterious character we hardly know anything about the specifics of his home life or what he went through during the 4 years but ive never ever been normal about fictional characters girls just wanna have fun
so i was honestly struggling to draw his hair without making it look stupid and fucked up but also keeping it close enough to canon........ also i struggle with drawing boys in general but this wasnt that hard bc hes quite girly
often on my daily walk i see a group of kids playing in the yards of a couple of the houses i walk past and i find it oddly precious. it makes me think fondly back on my childhood memories with my friends who i no longer see anymore. i hope they cherish the memories they make together for the rest of their lives
05/24/26
05/08/26 finally got my ap test over with yesterday that was easy actually ng
got the easiest dbq ever and the leq was pretty light
04/30/26 this is my persona she is literally me and actually looks like me
i have my ap test in a week from today im so fucking scared
04/27/26 drew miette's old design last night for fun
04/21/26 ugh i want to update this website more but fucking schoolll i'm sorry yall that activity spurt i had a while ago was bc i was on spring break
04/08/26 i'm planning on changing the index to a landing page kind of thing that leads to a home page (current index page) as i feel like i need to give general warnings and specific trigger warnings that people will actually read
i feel really bad not having a big warning upon entry to my site as i have talked about some extremely triggering things especially on this page
the only thing stopping me is the fact i cant think of a good design fuckk
04/04/26 https://play.magneticpoetry.com/poem/original/kit/
i had soem fun with this
03/22/26 i heavily fuck with this
mary poppins is over now... it was such a fun show and i'm so happy to have been in it i am so grateful for all the new acquantances and friends i made
so much hard work over these past 3 months and it all came together to make this show such an incredible experience,the whole process of theater is genuinely so beautiful
i am so thankful to everyone who was involved with this show, it came out so amazing.
also last night during the last show, like everyone started crying during anything can happen part 2, im so glad i wasnt the only one lol... also i couldnt stop crying during the curtain call. godd the final curtain call is always so powerful emotionally
also, now that MP is over, i finally have free time again
i knew you would stalk me like a good ...
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